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 Day 3 : A memory

This one is too general. Sad memory? Hurtful memory ? Happy memory? Precious memory? Or telling my point of view on memory. I'm having hard time to choose T.T Let me think haha

I don't really remember how am i during my childhood, but i know i am a quite girl. But sometimes I can be loud too. When i watch and observe my sisters, i can feel their personality are way much different from me.

That's the unrelated into- hahaha

I still remember my parents bought samsung tab for my sisters. Back then, i didn't think my sisters need gadget, but my parents insists. Then, I realized that my parents bought the tab for my sisters maybe because my parents didn't want my sisters feel assdfgfhjjkl (hahahhaha i donno how to describe) because our cousins had it. 

Maybe because of the same reason, my parents also give the gadgets to me. But in a different way. I always did well in my exam, so they bought them for me. They asked me first what i want, but during that time, i don't desire anything. My life only friends at school, and home. No social media to influence me. So, when I get good results, they decided for me. 

The first gadget i got was a gameboy. As i remember it was pink colour and the shape was like below.However it was no longer in my possession because it went missing because of me. The second one was PSP. Although it was a present for me, i needed to share it with my other siblings, which eventually gone bad in my brothers' hands. I also felt it was unfair because, I got those gadget because I earned it through my good result and they don't need get good result to have it. That's why they 'naik lemak' hahaha 

Another memory with PSP also, i learned how to listen english songs. My elder cousin installed them in my PSP. At first, I shy-ii telling her that i didn't understand english song. Then she said, no need to understand, just enjoy the music (Thankyou Sara!) I applied the same concept when listening to the other foreign language song like korea and japan or anything.

Then the last one (during elementary school) I got an Acer pink notebook as present for my UPSR result. At first i was contemplated whether to get phone or laptop. My parents encouraged me to get the laptop. And I was okay. Btw, the phone i have during that time was nokia with yellow screen. I used the notebook for years until it was broken down. It latest damage was cracked screen. The notebook contributed a lot. But, it was also slow down a lot maybe because illegal manga/anime which has so many ads.

P/s : I still got my first smartphone, Samsung Galaxy Y when i was 13.

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Assalamualaikum and hi.

Day 2 : Describe the things that makes me happy 

I am a simple person. Just the small things enough to make me over the moon.

Happy spending time with my family, my boyfriend, my close friends.

Happy just only if get to know other's good thought or intention for me.

Happy if someone notice and remember some or small details about me. Because i don't expect anyone to understand me. Better that way, so it does not hurt. Plus i understand myself the best.

Happy just only people showing good manners to me.

Happy to eat delicious food. But this kind of happiness might destroy my body visual lol. I don't care gaining weight but, i can be conscious about that when i put on my outfit. However there is solution; I will eat healthily, eat what I want moderately. That's how I/m gonna love my body. With exercise ofc.

Another thing, spending money make me happyyy hahahah as students, I only get money from my parents. How to ask for money without guilty? Be a good daughter and super helpful especially with house chores hehe If we are good to our parents, then they also have no problem to grant your wishes. Besides spending on food, i also love to spend on shopee. But ofc, another reminder; don't shop till u drop. Buy things that u really can't get off of it in your mind.

Last, but not least, the most important, my me-time. It give me peace and happiness at the end of the day.

Another note to become easily happy is to not comparing yourself with others, always be grateful, counting your blessings, forgiving with others and yourself. Self-love is the key. You can make yourself happy. You can make people you care and love happy. Don't let others control your happiness. 

Adios.

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 Hi assalamualaikum.

It's been a really long long time since i update anything. The last entry was 2018, so it has been 2-4 years. The 2018 entry i think originally was made in 2016 but edited in 2018 lol 😂

And yesss today is 1 September 2020. To short long story to compensate for those years, there is hella many things to story about. So, this entry I just want to do 30 days writing challenge. This one is not the complicated one, just basically about myself hohoho  Sounds self-center and narcissistic but- whateva

Why?

I think because i want people to know about me. hahahahah but i'm so introvert irl And i know myself the best :) I just want to express my thoughts in words. Plus, i love writing and better in it than talking So, the rest is history.

Day 1 : Describe your personality

As stated many many times, i am an introvert girl. I am quite, shy, not like talking very much, awkward when there is many people. Can say, i am observing but i am not so alert person, i only care about things that has my interest. While i'm observing, i mainly process those information in my head and then only keep those for myself, means i rarely share those thoughts with others. I found myself, different than most of my friends who can share stories (which if it were me, i dont really tell others) in interesting way, use that as a topic of conversation. I am so envy with them. 

This my major personality also makes me understand if i don't have many close friends. As for chatting/whatsapp-ing with friends is also not my ace. This is an exception for my boyfriend, where i text him daily, but mostly just an ordinary daily conversation topic, and sometimes the meaningful one (ofc we have that bcos we're a couple right) and mostly he is the funny one. Yeah another one, i am not funny. I'm more serious silent one hahahah but i try to vibing with my companies. As for group chat, i am the silent reader also. It just maybee i'm afraid if no one respond to me. like, nobody need my random response. I prefer chatting personally, one-to-one. Once, someone asked timetable in the group, but i send it personally to him. everyone wishing happy birthday in group, but i send it personally. lol. sometimes it because of i/m a being silent reader for too long and i am worry if i am suddenly pop out hahahaha

I know that i am an introvert because doing stuffs that naturally happen for extrovert kinda consume my energy. Like hanging out with friends, talking, joining association (PMFBIM, silat) But it was also fun and i had self-satisfaction. Those things just not happen naturally to me, i need to do effort then i need me-time to recharge. I'm grateful for the experience and knowledge that I gained during the journey.

I try my best to keep myself and my things organize, without that my life will be so messy.

I think i am optimistic. You know, being positive and so on. I don't let something bother or let me down for too long. I am easily moving on because I jut want peace. I am forgiving haha but i don't really forget. I'm trying my best to be good and better. but somehow i think i always failed.

Most people said i am garang. Maybe true.

I may have a toxic trait that i don't realize, it can be vary depending on those people. I'm not perfect. I can be annoying, irritated, arrogant, bossy to some. another toxic trait; i late replying chats. because sometimes i don't feel like replying on time, so i procrastinated in which sometimes i totally forget about it.

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sun: what makes you feel like you?

+ when im am alone, when i am doing something i love.

moon: do you have problem with trust?

+i guess. i donno. when i am unable to tell everything to other person, isn't thats mean i don't trust them enough ?

rising: how/what do people say you come off as?

+

midheven: what do you want to be when you grow up ?

+i want to be successful, have a lot of money (lol) and be kind towards others without being so calculative or judging,

venus: do you flirt more knowingly or unknowingly ?

+i think, knowingly


mars: when the last time you got mad and why?

+

mercury: who's your go-to-person to talk when you need to talk?

+usually i will keep it all to  myself. depends on topic if i need some help.

jupiter: when was the last time you got lucky?

+during the spm results were announced. even if my result was so-so but i felt lucky, thinking my playful attitude during the whole year and last minute effort.

saturn: what are you the weakest and strongest at?

+weakest at my own self confidence, skill communicating which leading to dealing with people. strongest at comforting and enjoying myself alone.

uranus: are you rebellious and do you act upon it frequently ?

+ no, im not allowed to do so. instead rebel, im more to childish (read:useless) which no match with my age and makes people annoyed. lol

neptune: what was your best dream and why/

+dream in sleep? i dont remember them.

pluto: what is your biggest aspiration and why ?

+ Not sure, but I have one, maybe few.


lilith: what's your biggest turn on in someone?

+ effort, firmness. When someone do something with their full-hearted

aries: what's your favorite sport to play?

+ sleeping. w-wait hahaha maybe netball.

taurus: are you a cat or dog person?

+ for our common sense, cat person is the type who is following people around. while dog person is someone who is loyal. Then, i think that i'm both and a bit more dog hoho

gemini : are you introverted or extroverted ?

+ introverted for sure. i need my own space and time alone as much as i need oxygen.

cancer : when was the last time you cried and why?

+ A few days ago. Because of myself, my own insecurities, the self-inferior feeling. It's suck!

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Assalamualaikum and hi


Tokyo DOGS


I want to watch something like solve the mystery after dinner then i found this drama. The genre is police, crime, romance and comedy.What make me happier was the drama was lead by two actors from hana kimi; oguri shun as sou and hiro mizushima as maruo. usually i dun care about the actress.This story-line drama is quite good. The past, the secret were explained in general and easy to understand. i definitely like oguri shun's gentle and soft voice (like in hyd) for hiro mizushima, i like his appearance better in hana kimi which his face was clean. i think hiro mizushima played funny character very well and it suited him.


Q10 (kyuuto)
This drama is mainly about a high school boy has fallen in love with a robot. I watched this because of this. I found that it's funny and because there was satoh takeru as main character, heita. What i like the best was his reaction was very dramatic and funny. There was also a girl who i knew from the queen's classroom. She played as a person who knows the reason why kyuuto was sent there. She's grown beautifully more and more. People said it's kind of sad. Hmm.. instead of sad, i was confused. Some of the words and explanation and the story line were quite hard to understand for me. I couldn't fully understand the hidden message. Especially maybe the last episode. Like why they must forget about kyuuto, and the contains of the letter from future. Overall, this drama is okay.


Bitter blood


Finally, i watched this drama. This drama also known as partner by blood. The opening was very cool. i never get bored watching it. The genre is drama, mystery and comedy. Again, satoh takeru is the main actor with his father in that drama, huhu i dunno his name. I really like son-father in this drama. You know, it was so cute and funny. This drama was relaxing added with a bit suspense and romance. My favourite episode is eps 2 and 6. This is a great drama.


Shitsuren chocolatier

Shitsuren is heartbroken. if i'm not mistake. During my time at my gramps' house for a week, i don't watch online drama coz the internet is super duper slow. So, i just watched tv and following tersuka tanpa sengaja. Watching amar baharin make me miss matsujun /puke/ ahhhah. then, i realized kiko mizuhara was also there. well, this drama has a few more of 18+ scenes. watching this make me complaints all the time. i couldn't agree with their (the characters) perspectives. Maybe the exceptional is kaoruko inoue, i kinda like her a bit.The ending was unexpected but it was satisfying.

Seigi no mikata


Aka ally of justice. It was about two sisters, the older sister (played by yu yamada, shun oguri's wife) was a kind of devil and the younger sister always be her victim. I'll call the younger sister as kumako (there was a story behind it) since i forget her name. Hmm.. her older sister was indeed  has a wicked personality with a very beautiful face but somehow at the end, her sister's wickedness brought fortune to other people and she was called as an ally of justice.The story about kumako and her sister was extremely interesting with how kumako had to do for her sister; do this do that, helping her sister get married in order to free from her sister. well, you'll know if you watch this drama. But, my most favourite part was the relationship between kumako and the most popular and handsome guy in her school, okomoto riku. It was just, so cute, funny and sweet. The first time i saw riku, wow this guy was so ikemen, slender, tall and i think i know him at somewhere. ofc, not in reality, but actually in attack on titan, he played as armin  Each episode, i was so looking forward to watch their moments. I really really recommend this.


Yankee-kun to megane chan.

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assalamualaikum and hi

for school, there will always be many homework to be done. tbh, i think,the time is enough to do all the homework but the problem is i don't have a suitable time to do revision and notes for form four lessons. i am exhausted enough with homework, house chores and prefect job. and i just started tuition today. i know. i don't want that to be excuses. complaining is pointless, i know. also, i want to prove that i still can do everything well even if i have various issues ; e.g: some people resigned to be a prefect because they wanted to focus in study. i want to prove that i can manage every responsibility that has given to me and  i still excellence in my studies. well, it's like that. i need to do a lot of effort and sacrifice a lot.

no sacrifice, no victory

i'm actually working on a post that still in draft. i wanted to publish it,but this laptop can't open my source of images properly and the advertisement  was always popping out. it's the same if i want to search information for my study, some of the site loading slowly and sometimes i can't open them. and that's why in this post, there will be even no a single image. the post is nothing special, just a list of j-dramas that i watched during holiday plus my thought about those. so, i'll publish the post if everything is fine and settled.

never give up on something you really want. it's difficult to wait, but more difficult to regret,

finally,two days ago i had my braces on my teeth after three years waiting.. hahahah. when they installing the braces, it was not really painful. maybe it was because of the anesthetic. it was just my mouth felt numb because i had to open my mouth for a long time.  after a few hours, the anesthetic effect went down and i started feel the pain. first month of wearing braces, like the others i have to eat porridge and mild food. i thought, this is a good time to lose some weight. insyaaAllah, that will happen. Today, the third day, the pain is reducing. i really want time to fly fast, so that i will not feel pain anymore and can eat my favourite foods and finally my teeth will be beautiful , but i need to study for spm and thinking of that, i wish time will be longer. i am so in dilemma. ~.~

to be successful, you must decide exactly what you want to accomplish, then resolve to pay the price to get it.

Adios.

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Assalamualaikum and hi


1.Favourite blog
+ I dont have any. i like all blogs that i followed, that's why i don't follow randomly.

2.Apa pandangan awak tentang blog Sab?
+ To me, it's a nice and neat blog. The font is easy to read. Your entries are good and your style writing, i like it.

3.Selalu active blog pukul berapa?
+ depends when i have mood and time, but i rarely active.

4.Ambil aliran kos apa?
+ Pure Science.

5.Describe yourself?
+ Introvert.

6.What the last thing you bought?
+ Using my own money for my things were a correction tape and an eraser.

7.What is your middle name.
+ syahirah.

8.When was the last time you cried?
+ I think one or two day before school. reason? 14-sai no haha <<-(it's a jdrama)

9.Are you in relationship?
+ in a romantic way, no.

10.Have you ever been out of the country, if so how many times?
+   Yes, once. I went there for umrah with my family.


Adios




This tagging question is kind of relay? should i tag other people? if so, i will not do that. hehe

Assalamualaikum and hi

thank you to liyana for tagging me ! /bow/

One word to describe :-

1) thing to bring for a perfect holiday.
+ Camera (or smartphone camera.)

2) celebrity that you like the most (state her/his name)
+ Special. Haruma Miura. ( i dont really have one and it's always changing but he is the latest. hahah)


3) person that you want to meet in the future.
+ myself  (is this counted?)

4) taste of your favourite food.
+ delicious (i dont really have the fav one. i like anything delicious that really suited my taste)

5) Yourself when you are sad.
+ Negative.

6) Yourself when you are mad.
+ Irritated.

7) Your own blog.
+ Ordinary.

8) Your favourite colour. (state the colour too)
+ Random. (i dont really have one. it depends on mood, situation and things. Example; i like white. but i don't like white stuff like clothes/shoes because they're easily getting dirty)


That's all. Sorry for any mistakes.

Adios.

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assalamualaikum and hi !

((wanna write in english today. sorry in advance for the many mistakes))

[you can skip this paragraph. it is unrelated and a little bit immature] before we go to the main title, i just want to write happened today (2/12/15) as a memory for me later because something happened for the first time in my life today. actually, today is the first time i got my x-ray examination (mouth and head). hahah.. nothing to boast but.... ( i know it's immature) it was one of the procedures before wearing braces  . and my next appointment is this monday. just now (yeah just now) i read this. it gave me a scarier feelings. i knew it hurts, but looking the pictures, i'm speechless. According to that blog, it may take two steps before wearing braces. I doubt if i'll be totally fine. Let's just wait until the next appointment. Getting scared ceaselessly will change nothing. Before i forget, today is mama 2015. frankly speaking, i'm not that excited than last year. i'm feeling natural and nothing extraordinary. i support exo, but i'm doing nothing- i don't vote for anyone.

Vs Arashi is like a japanese variety show that hosted by arashi. at first i thought that show was hosted by random people or a group of hosts that called arashi. hahah. then, i googled it and tadaa- arashi is like exo; a group of idol who sing and dance. jpop? hmmm.. yeah (?) I don't really know how to put it in words. google it yourself if you want to know. my english usage is limited so i hope you can understand my simple childish words. this variety show is only held in studio (indoor). They play games with the guest. I mean guests vs arashi in games.

i know this show because of haruma miura. on a fortunate night, i found a vid that haruma in variety show which called vs arashi with english sub. it is so hard to find japanese variety show with engsub. my only source, i think it is only youtube. even though i felt a lil bit upset but i'm thankful. it's better less than none. when the first time i watched vs arashi, i felt relieved when i saw matsumoto jun. he's the only person that i already know in that show (beside haruma. haruma was a guest) I thought matsujun was only an actor, i don't expect him to be an idol.

after watching a few of vs arashi, finally i can recognize their faces and names (though it is not all their full names.) Start with the leader; Ohno Satoshi, Sakurai sho, Matsumoto jun, misaki aiba and ninomiya. tbh, i;m not very sure which one is their real name and family name (like haruma miura) so i just addressed them like 'heaven-voice' called them. 'heaven-voice' is a commentator in vs arashi. and in that one episode, i finally get to know his face lol. he's more handsome and look younger than i expected. (how should i just know about him through his voice -.-)

my imperessionof arashi. (i ranked them personally and bias)


matsumoto jun
i think he is handsome and the visual of arashi. and he is also the maknae. i choose him as number one not because he is handsome but i know him first (through gokusen and hyd) than the rest of members. the first time i saw him, i think there is someone who is a malaysian actor resembles him (esp eyes and eyebrows) then i saw amar baharin on tv incidentally and i was like "yeah, he is the one who's being forgotten" lol,  in my opinion. he is cool and stylish. I like his eyebrows. his hairstyle always change which some i like it, some i don't. I think he does well as an actor and singer.but, i have read about his rumour with his patner in hyd. i think that is kind of..


sakurai sho
actually, he is also a number one like matsujun. he once appeared in vs arashi not as host but as guest with his solve the mystery after dinner team. because of that drama, i have taken a liking in him. i read/watched his facts and vids, all about him make me impressed. he is a rapper in arashi and he writes his own rapping lyrics.

ninomiya
sorry, i don't remember his full name. i think he is also handsome after matsujun. his character is funny and he likes to wear weird/funny/cute clothes in vs arashi. that's make him more interesting.

misaki aiba
i think his voice is different from the others (i think you'll know what i'm saying if you hear his voice), that's why i can recognize him easier. in one episode vs arashi, i think he is really good with children.

the leader, ohno satoshi.
i dunno why, but he seems not very friendly and bright like the others. he is also not always talking and tends to be more serious.. i think his singing is good. i don't watch his acting yet, so i dunno. i hope i can find more interesting side of him and like him more.

overall, i think arashi is an amazing and talented group idol. their friendship and group age is more than 15 years since they debuted in 1999 (i supposed, same age as me?)  which i really really impressed. They have shared and through a lot of things for more than 15 years. Sometimes, i think they are not really aging, everyone look same. I wish i can meet them before they get married. hahha. yeah, they are old folk compare to me. that is why i've given up on them and focused to the younger one like haruma and yamaken lol. but haruma and i are 9 years difference-age

watching them in stage (when they sing and dance) make me realized the differences between them and k-idol (in general). first, kpop : every members has their own solo parts & sing together. arashi : 2 or 3 members sing at the same part & sing together & one member solo part. Second their dance. i think k-idol's dance is more sharper than arashi. i dunno if  it was age factor lol. arashi's effort is appreciated. and i think their voices blended well.

so far, their songs that i like (all of them are ost) are:
-wish (op hyd)
-love so sweet (op hyd2)
-meikyuu love song (ost solve the mystery after dinner)

for vs arashi, i suggest to watch them with the high views at youtube.  i think it's the easiest way to find more interesting and funnier episodes. my fav that i have watched (with engsub ofc)  are - ( i only listed the guest)

-boku no ita jikan (there's haruma)
-you taught me all the precious thing (there's haruma)
-team middle school champion (that girl reaction is funny)
-actor child (the man-lady guest was funny)
-last hope (misaki aiba was a guest)
-solve the mystery after dinner (sakurai sho was a guest)
-special : bet de arashi

i think that's all. i can't remember everything, right?

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Hello and assalamualaikum

i'm back. yes. walaupun last post hari tu kata nak merajinkan diri untuk meng-update. tapi. bukan malas tapi laptop yang aku guna (my mom's) agak rosak dan ia mematikan mood untuk menulis walaupun ada banyak sangat yang aku nak tulis. hahahah. so, let's start it. even aku rasa akan ada benda yang tertinggal lepas post ni di-publish. ngahngah sorry in advance because my manglish (and english) gotten worse.

1.exam
actually kan, from the very start beginning aku tak rasa pun yg exam akhir tahun ni penentu apa-apa. alah, spm lagi penting. kalau ada yang gagal pun takpe. ada masa lagi. - a thought before the exam. pastu my mom cakap, buat betul-ii, nanti tahun depan boleh dapat anugerah. Gosh, aku betul-ii lupa tahun depan adalah peluang terakhir yang mungkin untuk aku terima anugerah. So, it was like that. tapi, aku still study last minit, sama macam exam-ii sebelum yang aku dah amalkan sejak berzaman. i did realize that, it actually didn't work to do like that, when you enter high school esp those who will be sitting for important exam. dulu time sekolah rendah boleh lah, sikit je nak hafal. ni aku dah form4 ni, too many that need to memorize. dan sebab ia terlalu banyak, amalan studi last minute langsung tak membantu.

Semua result dah keluar dah kat saps. i dunno what to say. takde la teruk sangat. sama je cam dulu. Tapi kan, kalaulah, aku study properly, i guess i can make my marks better. pray for me!

p/s: history in my life; my math marks are higher than agama's. all this time, i thought math is my-never-A-subject but i did it T^T i mean my past marks (since f4) were B+ and C+. congrats, myself!

2.droma
sejak minggu exam lagi, aku start tengok jdrama. time tu aku tengok ghost friend. aku tengok citer tu sebab youtube yang suggest-kan. hahha. well, not bad. lepas habis exam, aku tengok apa eh? i don't remember it accordingly. ah, sebelum tu, bebrapa bulan sebelum exam, aku tengok kimi ni todoke movie. bagi aku, kimi ni todoke movie and anime bestnya tahap yang sama, cuma anime lebih banyak funny moment. AND I"M TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH THE MAIN MALE CHARACTER ESPECIALLY HIS SMILE AND HIS EYE SMILE. hahaha,, let's stop here, i'll continue talking bout him maybe in the  next post. if i don't stop now, who knows what will happen to me otl.

if i remember correctly, firstly, i watched boku no ita jikan (the hours of my life) the genre is melodrama. btw, he hero and heroin are the same person as in kimi ni todoke. The ost also, i love it especially harukaze and another one, i forgot the title.  The drama is very very touching and inspiring. I recommend this. i give it 5/5 star.


at first i wanna watch bloody monday because of this. actually, i was mistaken about the drama title, i thought the vid is from bloody monday. then, i searched it on youtube. Without thinking and read the title carefully, i immediately clicked on the first vid on the list. this is why i ended up watching samurai high school. This drama is a bit comedy one. The main actor leads a role as sassy high schooler who possessed by samurai, his ancestor. it's only have 9 episodes. overall, it's a good drama. i also recommend this.


at last, i watched bloody monday. It has 2 seasons. Bloody monday is actually an adaption from a manga.This drama is about a genius hacker and third-i againts terrorist attack. It's really exciting, thrilling and daebak. I was full of mixed feelings. My fav characters is fujimaru, maya and J.The ost from s1 and s2 were the best and fit well with the situations. I really really love the story line and ost and the characters. Also, I really really recommend this. However, the dramas isn't really completed because in manga, there are 3 seasons. But, it still enjoying to watch bloody monday.


after that i watched gokusen. It has 3 seasons and it also an adaption from a manga. It's about a female teacher who is actually a yakuza's granddaughter handles her delinquent students. I almost finishing the s3 but, i think s1 and the ending is the best! That's all because shin. hahahah. It's a good drama and if you want, you should give it a try. I recommend this. btw, this drama was about 10-13 years ago. So, in reality they kind of  'old' people right now. huhuhu




the reason why i still haven't finish gokusen s3 is because i watched hana yori dango. The previous dramas were lacking sweet-romantic-love scenes and moments. That's why i decided to watch hyd. plus it's because shin and main character in hdy was the same actor. well, it's okay and i don't watch boys over flower (korean). this is unrelated but, hanazawa rui (hdy) and ji hoo (bof) are handsome. lol. Tsukasa in hdy has cute sides and i love it how he madly in love with Tsukishi. ahhaha.

every dramas stated except hdy, there was that actor that i love. he is haruma miura. i'm not biased but haruma is really a good and talented actor. he have been in numerous dramas, movies with variety genres. he plays the characters amazingly and splendidly. all the dramas stated, you can find more information about it via wiki or other sources. i'm too lazy to explain them in details.

For korean dramas, currently, i'm watching the village: achiara and the times we were in love.

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Alright, i think that's all for now. Sorry again for my manglish and english. i really don't have confidence in writing in english. but somehow, i found that sometimes, I'm more comfortable expressing my thoughts using english language even though i'm using it brokenly. lol. i'll try to study harder. p/s: i draft this entry for a week and three days. and yesterday,i just came home after had a family day with my mom's pbsm buddies in her school at mersing. and i met handsome guy in the swimming pool. lol. but, i heard my bro asked his age and i found out that he's actually two years younger than me. hahahh. what a pity, i'm not interested in younger guy but he is handsome, one of the perfect visual for malay boy. bye.

Adios. Oyasumi.

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Hello and assalamualaikum..

(Testing 1 2 3) Hah. Hah. Dah lama tak menulis kat blog sebab.. entah lah. banyak sebab. antaranya sibuk. chetttt.. agak menipu di situ tapi ada benarnya. kehkeh. lepas tu rasa macam tak inconvenience nak tulis kat blog. dahlah susah nak rangka ayat apa yang ditulis (walaupun takla susah sangat macam nak merangka esei bi lol) cuma tula.. aku rasa lebih mudah kot terus je talk to myself lepas terfikirkan sesuatu yang terlintas di fikiran. bukan gila ok? cuma somehow aku sejak kebelakangan ni aku macam takde sesiapa nak to talk to. well, the rest is history

Another thing that i want to mention is... you can say i was a hardcore fangirl as well as ex of exo-l fandom. tak benci tak menyampah cuma aku tinggalkan gelaran label tu. but still aku suka lagu-lagu korea pelbagai genre esp ost kdrama, still tengok kdrama2, variety show especially running man, kengkadang kalau sempat stalk, stalk lah. heheh. Tinggalkan gelaran tu tak bermakna aku tak suka kpop. Tapi perasaan dulu dan sekarang dah lain lah. Taktau lah kalau orang lain faham perasaan ni. Walaubagaimana pun, aku dengan kawan2 pun still cakap pasal exo etc. Yang bezanya aku dah banyak taktau pasal diorang lah. Twitter pun tak berhupdate dan lama dah tak jenguk. Sedangkan twitter lah tempat aku up-to-date pasal dunia kpop nih. haiihh.. Lagi satu, aku tak pernah menyesal sebab jadi fangirl diorang semua. tak faham takpe sebab hanya aku je tahu sebab sebenarnya. lagipun, kpop ni mendatangkan lebih banyak kesan positif berbanding negatif. pada diri aku la. kat orang lain taktau la pulak kan. salah satunya aku jumpa orang yang menjadi inspire aku. ceh.

Kat blog ni kan, since aku dah (yang dinyatakan di atas) aku mungkin jarang tulis pasal hal tu. Nak tulis kehidupan aku pun bukannya menarik sangat pun. Jadi aku cadang mungkin nak tulis ala2 review buku/novel ke anime ke drama ke walaupun langsung tak reti lol. Hahah tengok lah nanti. Tak pun tak berhupdate langsung. kahkah. macam ya je option yang kedua tu. yelah atas faktor kemalasan diri yang melanda plus aku as spm candidate of 2016. heol



Adios.

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assalamualaikum

ohayo minna san ! right now i am alone in my house. my siblings are with my gramps to going somewhere except syafi; she is at mama's house. and my parents, they are on dating at somewhere (secret) hahah. my plan today, anime yeah. i plan  to watch Another. i hope it's good anime since the genre is not my style. act, i prefer comrom. but whatever, i just want to kill the time. besides, i only watch anime that has a beautiful animation,drawing.

and welcome 2015 ~! i know i'm late. i just wish that i can be a better person.

to me love is just a reason. the one who decide to be better or worse is yourself, depends on your choice.

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can't wait kamisama hajimemashita 2nd season /screaming/

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Ohayo~

remember i told that psychometric exam on 20th ? well, that exam was postponed because oral test for english was on that day. actually i don't scared or nervous at all. ok, maybe a little. I was in qurantine room while others, one by one went for the oral. I just practiced reading the text on textbook and had a nap for a while lol. it was bored in that room while waiting my turn since i was the last person for that day.

i got the 'reading' theme. it was not hard as i imagined. it's all simple questions. but you know, when i entered the room my nervousness came and my heart won't stop pounding so fast. even after they gave a moment for me to think about the theme, i just trying to make myself calm, but failed. because of my heart was pounding so hard, i can't think properly before i speak. it was supposed to be a simple question and a simple answer. but i gave umm.. the right answer but there were grammar mistakes. hahaha.. it's already happened and let it go.

after the test ended, i was ready to walk out. but a teacher (there were two teachers) asked me where my parents' from? i was like... huh? please don't tell me this is a part of the test. but only said that inside me. i answered (simply and a few grammar mistakes) her questions. she thought i am kelatanese because she said my face is clean and fair. grrr she lied. hahah.. my face is not very that clean. but maybe she saw me from a distance so she didn't see clearly.

after i was out from that room, the nervousness disappeared and my heart pounding normally. i thought there is something wrong with me  aigooo.. i still feel regret that i couldn't give my best, give a splendid answers especially in that conversation. i need to learn more, practice more. fighting to me!

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Assalamualaikum

ohayo~ i'm staying with my gramps rn for this week. well, lama tak update sebab i'm not in really good mood. letih. letih dengan macam-II perkara. lupa diri ni akan menghadapi peperiksaan besar tahun ni. Bila tengok results for some subject, mental ni macam rapuh aje. Takdelah teruk sangat but still there's no A except for agama. semuanya hampir-II ke A but its not A.

sila sedar diri anda ialah calan pt3 and the super big exam is coming soon

isu yifan lagi kan ? gila tak mental breakdown waktu tu. entah lah. aku dah puas nangis bila baca pasal rumours tu semua. i just- i just want to believe him. because i love him. i love ot12. but if he really leaves, i'll try to understand him and always support him and exo. but of course there is like something is missing.


Rasa macam nak hiatus tapi tengok jela nanti

just wait, i will fly high just like you

higher than the countless twinkling stars above you

Adios.

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• Kalau taknak nangis lagi (dah tak larat nak nangis), do something to entertain yourself. Do something that can make you laugh. Contohnya, kalau aku, aku tengok running man. It never failed make me laugh hardly. Or aku akan stalk exo's update. Ha, yang tu pun boleh buat aku senyum lololololll. Takpun tidur, senang.
• Kalau nak menangis, menangislah puas-puas, biar reda perasaan tu. Faktor yang mendorong untuk kita lebih nangis kuat lagi ialah dengar lagu sedih or tengok drama yg memang sedihlah. Orang kan selalu cakap "asal drama korea je nangis" So faham2 lah sendiri.

Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah (pula) kamu bersedih hati, pdahal kamulah orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang yang beriman - surah ali-'imran ayt 136 

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