sun: what makes you feel like you?
+ when im am alone, when i am doing something i love.
moon: do you have problem with trust?
+i guess. i donno. when i am unable to tell everything to other person, isn't thats mean i don't trust them enough ?
rising: how/what do people say you come off as?
+
midheven: what do you want to be when you grow up ?
+i want to be successful, have a lot of money (lol) and be kind towards others without being so calculative or judging,
venus: do you flirt more knowingly or unknowingly ?
+i think, knowingly
mars: when the last time you got mad and why?
+
mercury: who's your go-to-person to talk when you need to talk?
+usually i will keep it all to myself. depends on topic if i need some help.
jupiter: when was the last time you got lucky?
+during the spm results were announced. even if my result was so-so but i felt lucky, thinking my playful attitude during the whole year and last minute effort.
saturn: what are you the weakest and strongest at?
+weakest at my own self confidence, skill communicating which leading to dealing with people. strongest at comforting and enjoying myself alone.
uranus: are you rebellious and do you act upon it frequently ?
+ no, im not allowed to do so. instead rebel, im more to childish (read:useless) which no match with my age and makes people annoyed. lol
neptune: what was your best dream and why/
+dream in sleep? i dont remember them.
pluto: what is your biggest aspiration and why ?
+ Not sure, but I have one, maybe few.
lilith: what's your biggest turn on in someone?
+ effort, firmness. When someone do something with their full-hearted
aries: what's your favorite sport to play?
+ sleeping. w-wait hahaha maybe netball.
taurus: are you a cat or dog person?
+ for our common sense, cat person is the type who is following people around. while dog person is someone who is loyal. Then, i think that i'm both and a bit more dog hoho
gemini : are you introverted or extroverted ?
+ introverted for sure. i need my own space and time alone as much as i need oxygen.
cancer : when was the last time you cried and why?
+ A few days ago. Because of myself, my own insecurities, the self-inferior feeling. It's suck!
+ when im am alone, when i am doing something i love.
moon: do you have problem with trust?
+i guess. i donno. when i am unable to tell everything to other person, isn't thats mean i don't trust them enough ?
rising: how/what do people say you come off as?
+
midheven: what do you want to be when you grow up ?
+i want to be successful, have a lot of money (lol) and be kind towards others without being so calculative or judging,
venus: do you flirt more knowingly or unknowingly ?
+i think, knowingly
mars: when the last time you got mad and why?
+
mercury: who's your go-to-person to talk when you need to talk?
+usually i will keep it all to myself. depends on topic if i need some help.
jupiter: when was the last time you got lucky?
+during the spm results were announced. even if my result was so-so but i felt lucky, thinking my playful attitude during the whole year and last minute effort.
saturn: what are you the weakest and strongest at?
+weakest at my own self confidence, skill communicating which leading to dealing with people. strongest at comforting and enjoying myself alone.
uranus: are you rebellious and do you act upon it frequently ?
+ no, im not allowed to do so. instead rebel, im more to childish (read:useless) which no match with my age and makes people annoyed. lol
neptune: what was your best dream and why/
+dream in sleep? i dont remember them.
pluto: what is your biggest aspiration and why ?
+ Not sure, but I have one, maybe few.
lilith: what's your biggest turn on in someone?
+ effort, firmness. When someone do something with their full-hearted
aries: what's your favorite sport to play?
+ sleeping. w-wait hahaha maybe netball.
taurus: are you a cat or dog person?
+ for our common sense, cat person is the type who is following people around. while dog person is someone who is loyal. Then, i think that i'm both and a bit more dog hoho
gemini : are you introverted or extroverted ?
+ introverted for sure. i need my own space and time alone as much as i need oxygen.
cancer : when was the last time you cried and why?
+ A few days ago. Because of myself, my own insecurities, the self-inferior feeling. It's suck!
Labels: broken english
Hi and assalamualaikum
yep people, tomorrow is a new year of 2017. It has been a long time since the last update. Excuse for my laziness.
2016. A lot of things happened. It was a happy beginning. Then. some things started changing. No. I think it is me who changed. During the middle or what-so-ever, my mental was kinda deteriorated. And to be truth, the negativity kills. Sometimes, this feeling of half-ass is sucks! It bothers me all the time. I hardly get passion in anything. But, of course, i was and am trying to stay positive. I'm trying to stay away from negative vibes by not stalking people. Not comparing me with other people. Do what I love. And a certain person helps me a lot.
2016- The last year i wear school uniform, attending high school. Last but not least and the biggest is SPM. Ahhahahahah. How i want to describe it huh? Indescribable. I was not doing really fine but the results were always satisfying me until the real exam. I screwed it. I can't even expect how many A's I will get including my always-A-subjects. I screwed it. I am not blabbing these for nothing, I AM a realist. I know that i should let it go and redha. In that case, I promised to make it up for my next education (?) Hahahah maybe in form 6.
2016. What else? Ah, A million thank you to people in my live. My family, my friends, my classmates, my schoolmates,
2016. Goodbye.
Labels: broken english, personal
assalamualaikum and hi
for school, there will always be many homework to be done. tbh, i think,the time is enough to do all the homework but the problem is i don't have a suitable time to do revision and notes for form four lessons. i am exhausted enough with homework, house chores and prefect job. and i just started tuition today. i know. i don't want that to be excuses. complaining is pointless, i know. also, i want to prove that i still can do everything well even if i have various issues ; e.g: some people resigned to be a prefect because they wanted to focus in study. i want to prove that i can manage every responsibility that has given to me and i still excellence in my studies. well, it's like that. i need to do a lot of effort and sacrifice a lot.
i'm actually working on a post that still in draft. i wanted to publish it,but this laptop can't open my source of images properly and the advertisement was always popping out. it's the same if i want to search information for my study, some of the site loading slowly and sometimes i can't open them. and that's why in this post, there will be even no a single image. the post is nothing special, just a list of j-dramas that i watched during holiday plus my thought about those. so, i'll publish the post if everything is fine and settled.
finally,two days ago i had my braces on my teeth after three years waiting.. hahahah. when they installing the braces, it was not really painful. maybe it was because of the anesthetic. it was just my mouth felt numb because i had to open my mouth for a long time. after a few hours, the anesthetic effect went down and i started feel the pain. first month of wearing braces, like the others i have to eat porridge and mild food. i thought, this is a good time to lose some weight. insyaaAllah, that will happen. Today, the third day, the pain is reducing. i really want time to fly fast, so that i will not feel pain anymore and can eat my favourite foods and finally my teeth will be beautiful , but i need to study for spm and thinking of that, i wish time will be longer. i am so in dilemma. ~.~
Adios.
for school, there will always be many homework to be done. tbh, i think,the time is enough to do all the homework but the problem is i don't have a suitable time to do revision and notes for form four lessons. i am exhausted enough with homework, house chores and prefect job. and i just started tuition today. i know. i don't want that to be excuses. complaining is pointless, i know. also, i want to prove that i still can do everything well even if i have various issues ; e.g: some people resigned to be a prefect because they wanted to focus in study. i want to prove that i can manage every responsibility that has given to me and i still excellence in my studies. well, it's like that. i need to do a lot of effort and sacrifice a lot.
no sacrifice, no victory
i'm actually working on a post that still in draft. i wanted to publish it,but this laptop can't open my source of images properly and the advertisement was always popping out. it's the same if i want to search information for my study, some of the site loading slowly and sometimes i can't open them. and that's why in this post, there will be even no a single image. the post is nothing special, just a list of j-dramas that i watched during holiday plus my thought about those. so, i'll publish the post if everything is fine and settled.
never give up on something you really want. it's difficult to wait, but more difficult to regret,
finally,two days ago i had my braces on my teeth after three years waiting.. hahahah. when they installing the braces, it was not really painful. maybe it was because of the anesthetic. it was just my mouth felt numb because i had to open my mouth for a long time. after a few hours, the anesthetic effect went down and i started feel the pain. first month of wearing braces, like the others i have to eat porridge and mild food. i thought, this is a good time to lose some weight. insyaaAllah, that will happen. Today, the third day, the pain is reducing. i really want time to fly fast, so that i will not feel pain anymore and can eat my favourite foods and finally my teeth will be beautiful , but i need to study for spm and thinking of that, i wish time will be longer. i am so in dilemma. ~.~
to be successful, you must decide exactly what you want to accomplish, then resolve to pay the price to get it.
Adios.
Labels: broken english, Random, update
Assalamualaikum and hi
thank you to liyana for tagging me ! /bow/
One word to describe :-
1) thing to bring for a perfect holiday.
+ Camera (or smartphone camera.)
2) celebrity that you like the most (state her/his name)
+ Special. Haruma Miura. ( i dont really have one and it's always changing but he is the latest. hahah)
3) person that you want to meet in the future.
+ myself (is this counted?)
4) taste of your favourite food.
+ delicious (i dont really have the fav one. i like anything delicious that really suited my taste)
5) Yourself when you are sad.
+ Negative.
6) Yourself when you are mad.
+ Irritated.
7) Your own blog.
+ Ordinary.
8) Your favourite colour. (state the colour too)
+ Random. (i dont really have one. it depends on mood, situation and things. Example; i like white. but i don't like white stuff like clothes/shoes because they're easily getting dirty)
That's all. Sorry for any mistakes.
Adios.
thank you to liyana for tagging me ! /bow/
One word to describe :-
1) thing to bring for a perfect holiday.
+ Camera (or smartphone camera.)
2) celebrity that you like the most (state her/his name)
+ Special. Haruma Miura. ( i dont really have one and it's always changing but he is the latest. hahah)
i rly like his hair during kimi ni todoke and bloody monday. his smile is the best!
3) person that you want to meet in the future.
+ myself (is this counted?)
4) taste of your favourite food.
+ delicious (i dont really have the fav one. i like anything delicious that really suited my taste)
5) Yourself when you are sad.
+ Negative.
6) Yourself when you are mad.
+ Irritated.
7) Your own blog.
+ Ordinary.
8) Your favourite colour. (state the colour too)
+ Random. (i dont really have one. it depends on mood, situation and things. Example; i like white. but i don't like white stuff like clothes/shoes because they're easily getting dirty)
That's all. Sorry for any mistakes.
Adios.
Labels: broken english
assalamualaikum and hi !
((wanna write in english today. sorry in advance for the many mistakes))
[you can skip this paragraph. it is unrelated and a little bit immature] before we go to the main title, i just want to write happened today (2/12/15) as a memory for me later because something happened for the first time in my life today. actually, today is the first time i got my x-ray examination (mouth and head). hahah.. nothing to boast but.... ( i know it's immature) it was one of the procedures before wearing braces . and my next appointment is this monday. just now (yeah just now) i read this. it gave me a scarier feelings. i knew it hurts, but looking the pictures, i'm speechless. According to that blog, it may take two steps before wearing braces. I doubt if i'll be totally fine. Let's just wait until the next appointment. Getting scared ceaselessly will change nothing. Before i forget, today is mama 2015. frankly speaking, i'm not that excited than last year. i'm feeling natural and nothing extraordinary. i support exo, but i'm doing nothing- i don't vote for anyone.
Vs Arashi is like a japanese variety show that hosted by arashi. at first i thought that show was hosted by random people or a group of hosts that called arashi. hahah. then, i googled it and tadaa- arashi is like exo; a group of idol who sing and dance. jpop? hmmm.. yeah (?) I don't really know how to put it in words. google it yourself if you want to know. my english usage is limited so i hope you can understand my simplechildish words. this variety show is only held in studio (indoor). They play games with the guest. I mean guests vs arashi in games.
i know this show because of haruma miura. on a fortunate night, i found a vid that haruma in variety show which called vs arashi with english sub. it is so hard to find japanese variety show with engsub. my only source, i think it is only youtube. even though i felt a lil bit upset but i'm thankful. it's better less than none. when the first time i watched vs arashi, i felt relieved when i saw matsumoto jun. he's the only person that i already know in that show (beside haruma. haruma was a guest) I thought matsujun was only an actor, i don't expect him to be an idol.
after watching a few of vs arashi, finally i can recognize their faces and names (though it is not all their full names.) Start with the leader; Ohno Satoshi, Sakurai sho, Matsumoto jun, misaki aiba and ninomiya. tbh, i;m not very sure which one is their real name and family name (like haruma miura) so i just addressed them like 'heaven-voice' called them. 'heaven-voice' is a commentator in vs arashi. and in that one episode, i finally get to know his face lol. he's more handsome and look younger than i expected. (how should i just know about him through his voice -.-)
my imperessionof arashi. (i ranked them personally and bias)
matsumoto jun
i think he is handsome and the visual of arashi. and he is also the maknae. i choose him as number one not because he is handsome but i know him first (through gokusen and hyd) than the rest of members. the first time i saw him, i think there is someone who is a malaysian actor resembles him (esp eyes and eyebrows) then i saw amar baharin on tv incidentally and i was like "yeah, he is the one who's being forgotten" lol, in my opinion. he is cool and stylish. I like his eyebrows. his hairstyle always change which some i like it, some i don't. I think he does well as an actor and singer.but, i have read about his rumour with his patner in hyd. i think that is kind of..
sakurai sho
actually, he is also a number one like matsujun. he once appeared in vs arashi not as host but as guest with his solve the mystery after dinner team. because of that drama, i have taken a liking in him. i read/watched his facts and vids, all about him make me impressed. he is a rapper in arashi and he writes his own rapping lyrics.
ninomiya
sorry, i don't remember his full name. i think he is also handsome after matsujun. his character is funny and he likes to wear weird/funny/cute clothes in vs arashi. that's make him more interesting.
misaki aiba
i think his voice is different from the others (i think you'll know what i'm saying if you hear his voice), that's why i can recognize him easier. in one episode vs arashi, i think he is really good with children.
the leader, ohno satoshi.
i dunno why, but he seems not very friendly and bright like the others. he is also not always talking and tends to be more serious.. i think his singing is good. i don't watch his acting yet, so i dunno. i hope i can find more interesting side of him and like him more.
e
overall, i think arashi is an amazing and talented group idol. their friendship and group age is more than 15 years since they debuted in 1999 (i supposed, same age as me?) which i really really impressed. They have shared and through a lot of things for more than 15 years. Sometimes, i think they are not really aging, everyone look same. I wish i can meet them before they get married. hahha. yeah, they are old folk compare to me. that is why i've given up on them and focused to the younger one like haruma and yamaken lol. but haruma and i are 9 years difference-age
watching them in stage (when they sing and dance) make me realized the differences between them and k-idol (in general). first, kpop : every members has their own solo parts & sing together. arashi : 2 or 3 members sing at the same part & sing together & one member solo part. Second their dance. i think k-idol's dance is more sharper than arashi. i dunno if it was age factor lol. arashi's effort is appreciated. and i think their voices blended well.
so far, their songs that i like (all of them are ost) are:
-wish (op hyd)
-love so sweet (op hyd2)
-meikyuu love song (ost solve the mystery after dinner)
for vs arashi, i suggest to watch them with the high views at youtube. i think it's the easiest way to find more interesting and funnier episodes. my fav that i have watched (with engsub ofc) are - ( i only listed the guest)
-boku no ita jikan (there's haruma)
-you taught me all the precious thing (there's haruma)
-team middle school champion (that girl reaction is funny)
-actor child (the man-lady guest was funny)
-last hope (misaki aiba was a guest)
-solve the mystery after dinner (sakurai sho was a guest)
-special : bet de arashi
i think that's all. i can't remember everything, right?
((wanna write in english today. sorry in advance for the many mistakes))
[you can skip this paragraph. it is unrelated and a little bit immature] before we go to the main title, i just want to write happened today (2/12/15) as a memory for me later because something happened for the first time in my life today. actually, today is the first time i got my x-ray examination (mouth and head). hahah.. nothing to boast but.... ( i know it's immature) it was one of the procedures before wearing braces . and my next appointment is this monday. just now (yeah just now) i read this. it gave me a scarier feelings. i knew it hurts, but looking the pictures, i'm speechless. According to that blog, it may take two steps before wearing braces. I doubt if i'll be totally fine. Let's just wait until the next appointment. Getting scared ceaselessly will change nothing. Before i forget, today is mama 2015. frankly speaking, i'm not that excited than last year. i'm feeling natural and nothing extraordinary. i support exo, but i'm doing nothing- i don't vote for anyone.
Vs Arashi is like a japanese variety show that hosted by arashi. at first i thought that show was hosted by random people or a group of hosts that called arashi. hahah. then, i googled it and tadaa- arashi is like exo; a group of idol who sing and dance. jpop? hmmm.. yeah (?) I don't really know how to put it in words. google it yourself if you want to know. my english usage is limited so i hope you can understand my simple
i know this show because of haruma miura. on a fortunate night, i found a vid that haruma in variety show which called vs arashi with english sub. it is so hard to find japanese variety show with engsub. my only source, i think it is only youtube. even though i felt a lil bit upset but i'm thankful. it's better less than none. when the first time i watched vs arashi, i felt relieved when i saw matsumoto jun. he's the only person that i already know in that show (beside haruma. haruma was a guest) I thought matsujun was only an actor, i don't expect him to be an idol.
after watching a few of vs arashi, finally i can recognize their faces and names (though it is not all their full names.) Start with the leader; Ohno Satoshi, Sakurai sho, Matsumoto jun, misaki aiba and ninomiya. tbh, i;m not very sure which one is their real name and family name (like haruma miura) so i just addressed them like 'heaven-voice' called them. 'heaven-voice' is a commentator in vs arashi. and in that one episode, i finally get to know his face lol. he's more handsome and look younger than i expected. (how should i just know about him through his voice -.-)
my imperessionof arashi. (i ranked them personally and bias)
from left:ohno,matsujun,nino,aiba,sakurai (idk which year this gif)
matsumoto jun
i think he is handsome and the visual of arashi. and he is also the maknae. i choose him as number one not because he is handsome but i know him first (through gokusen and hyd) than the rest of members. the first time i saw him, i think there is someone who is a malaysian actor resembles him (esp eyes and eyebrows) then i saw amar baharin on tv incidentally and i was like "yeah, he is the one who's being forgotten" lol, in my opinion. he is cool and stylish. I like his eyebrows. his hairstyle always change which some i like it, some i don't. I think he does well as an actor and singer.but, i have read about his rumour with his patner in hyd. i think that is kind of..
dorky matsujun
sakurai sho
actually, he is also a number one like matsujun. he once appeared in vs arashi not as host but as guest with his solve the mystery after dinner team. because of that drama, i have taken a liking in him. i read/watched his facts and vids, all about him make me impressed. he is a rapper in arashi and he writes his own rapping lyrics.
ninomiya
sorry, i don't remember his full name. i think he is also handsome after matsujun. his character is funny and he likes to wear weird/funny/cute clothes in vs arashi. that's make him more interesting.
misaki aiba
i think his voice is different from the others (i think you'll know what i'm saying if you hear his voice), that's why i can recognize him easier. in one episode vs arashi, i think he is really good with children.
the leader, ohno satoshi.
i dunno why, but he seems not very friendly and bright like the others. he is also not always talking and tends to be more serious.. i think his singing is good. i don't watch his acting yet, so i dunno. i hope i can find more interesting side of him and like him more.
e
see, he can smile cutely. i'm sure i'll like him more if i know and see many sides of him
watching them in stage (when they sing and dance) make me realized the differences between them and k-idol (in general). first, kpop : every members has their own solo parts & sing together. arashi : 2 or 3 members sing at the same part & sing together & one member solo part. Second their dance. i think k-idol's dance is more sharper than arashi. i dunno if it was age factor lol. arashi's effort is appreciated. and i think their voices blended well.
so far, their songs that i like (all of them are ost) are:
-wish (op hyd)
-love so sweet (op hyd2)
-meikyuu love song (ost solve the mystery after dinner)
for vs arashi, i suggest to watch them with the high views at youtube. i think it's the easiest way to find more interesting and funnier episodes. my fav that i have watched (with engsub ofc) are - ( i only listed the guest)
-boku no ita jikan (there's haruma)
-you taught me all the precious thing (there's haruma)
-team middle school champion (that girl reaction is funny)
-actor child (the man-lady guest was funny)
-last hope (misaki aiba was a guest)
-solve the mystery after dinner (sakurai sho was a guest)
-special : bet de arashi
i think that's all. i can't remember everything, right?
Adios.
Labels: broken english, j-variety show
Hello and assalamualaikum
i'm back. yes. walaupun last post hari tu kata nak merajinkan diri untuk meng-update. tapi. bukan malas tapi laptop yang aku guna (my mom's) agak rosak dan ia mematikan mood untuk menulis walaupun ada banyak sangat yang aku nak tulis. hahahah. so, let's start it. even aku rasa akan ada benda yang tertinggal lepas post ni di-publish. ngahngah sorry in advance because my manglish (and english) gotten worse.
1.exam
actually kan, from the very start beginning aku tak rasa pun yg exam akhir tahun ni penentu apa-apa. alah, spm lagi penting. kalau ada yang gagal pun takpe. ada masa lagi. - a thought before the exam. pastu my mom cakap, buat betul-ii, nanti tahun depan boleh dapat anugerah. Gosh, aku betul-ii lupa tahun depan adalah peluang terakhir yang mungkin untuk aku terima anugerah. So, it was like that. tapi, aku still study last minit, sama macam exam-ii sebelum yang aku dah amalkan sejak berzaman. i did realize that, it actually didn't work to do like that, when you enter high school esp those who will be sitting for important exam. dulu time sekolah rendah boleh lah, sikit je nak hafal. ni aku dah form4 ni, too many that need to memorize. dan sebab ia terlalu banyak, amalan studi last minute langsung tak membantu.
Semua result dah keluar dah kat saps. i dunno what to say. takde la teruk sangat. sama je cam dulu. Tapi kan, kalaulah, aku study properly, i guess i can make my marks better. pray for me!
p/s: history in my life; my math marks are higher than agama's. all this time, i thought math is my-never-A-subject but i did it T^T i mean my past marks (since f4) were B+ and C+. congrats, myself!
2.droma
sejak minggu exam lagi, aku start tengok jdrama. time tu aku tengok ghost friend. aku tengok citer tu sebab youtube yang suggest-kan. hahha. well, not bad. lepas habis exam, aku tengok apa eh? i don't remember it accordingly. ah, sebelum tu, bebrapa bulan sebelum exam, aku tengok kimi ni todoke movie. bagi aku, kimi ni todoke movie and anime bestnya tahap yang sama, cuma anime lebih banyak funny moment. AND I"M TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH THE MAIN MALE CHARACTER ESPECIALLY HIS SMILE AND HIS EYE SMILE. hahaha,, let's stop here, i'll continue talking bout him maybe in the next post. if i don't stop now, who knows what will happen to me otl.
if i remember correctly, firstly, i watched boku no ita jikan (the hours of my life) the genre is melodrama. btw, he hero and heroin are the same person as in kimi ni todoke. The ost also, i love it especially harukaze and another one, i forgot the title. The drama is very very touching and inspiring. I recommend this. i give it 5/5 star.
at first i wanna watch bloody monday because of this. actually, i was mistaken about the drama title, i thought the vid is from bloody monday. then, i searched it on youtube. Without thinking and read the title carefully, i immediately clicked on the first vid on the list. this is why i ended up watching samurai high school. This drama is a bit comedy one. The main actor leads a role as sassy high schooler who possessed by samurai, his ancestor. it's only have 9 episodes. overall, it's a good drama. i also recommend this.
at last, i watched bloody monday. It has 2 seasons. Bloody monday is actually an adaption from a manga.This drama is about a genius hacker and third-i againts terrorist attack. It's really exciting, thrilling and daebak. I was full of mixed feelings. My fav characters is fujimaru, maya and J.The ost from s1 and s2 were the best and fit well with the situations. I really really love the story line and ost and the characters. Also, I really really recommend this. However, the dramas isn't really completed because in manga, there are 3 seasons. But, it still enjoying to watch bloody monday.
after that i watched gokusen. It has 3 seasons and it also an adaption from a manga. It's about a female teacher who is actually a yakuza's granddaughter handles her delinquent students. I almost finishing the s3 but, i think s1 and the ending is the best! That's all because shin. hahahah. It's a good drama and if you want, you should give it a try. I recommend this. btw, this drama was about 10-13 years ago. So, in reality they kind of 'old' people right now. huhuhu
the reason why i still haven't finish gokusen s3 is because i watched hana yori dango. The previous dramas were lacking sweet-romantic-love scenes and moments. That's why i decided to watch hyd. plus it's because shin and main character in hdy was the same actor. well, it's okay and i don't watch boys over flower (korean). this is unrelated but, hanazawa rui (hdy) and ji hoo (bof) are handsome. lol. Tsukasa in hdy has cute sides and i love it how he madly in love with Tsukishi. ahhaha.
every dramas stated except hdy, there was that actor that i love. he is haruma miura. i'm not biased but haruma is really a good and talented actor. he have been in numerous dramas, movies with variety genres. he plays the characters amazingly and splendidly. all the dramas stated, you can find more information about it via wiki or other sources. i'm too lazy to explain them in details.
For korean dramas, currently, i'm watching the village: achiara and the times we were in love.
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Alright, i think that's all for now. Sorry again for my manglish and english. i really don't have confidence in writing in english. but somehow, i found that sometimes, I'm more comfortable expressing my thoughts using english language even though i'm using it brokenly. lol. i'll try to study harder. p/s: i draft this entry for a week and three days. and yesterday,i just came home after had a family day with my mom's pbsm buddies in her school at mersing. and i met handsome guy in the swimming pool. lol. but, i heard my bro asked his age and i found out that he's actually two years younger than me. hahahh. what a pity, i'm not interested in younger guy but he is handsome, one of the perfect visual for malay boy. bye.
Adios. Oyasumi.
i'm back. yes. walaupun last post hari tu kata nak merajinkan diri untuk meng-update. tapi. bukan malas tapi laptop yang aku guna (my mom's) agak rosak dan ia mematikan mood untuk menulis walaupun ada banyak sangat yang aku nak tulis. hahahah. so, let's start it. even aku rasa akan ada benda yang tertinggal lepas post ni di-publish. ngahngah sorry in advance because my manglish (and english) gotten worse.
1.exam
actually kan, from the very start beginning aku tak rasa pun yg exam akhir tahun ni penentu apa-apa. alah, spm lagi penting. kalau ada yang gagal pun takpe. ada masa lagi. - a thought before the exam. pastu my mom cakap, buat betul-ii, nanti tahun depan boleh dapat anugerah. Gosh, aku betul-ii lupa tahun depan adalah peluang terakhir yang mungkin untuk aku terima anugerah. So, it was like that. tapi, aku still study last minit, sama macam exam-ii sebelum yang aku dah amalkan sejak berzaman. i did realize that, it actually didn't work to do like that, when you enter high school esp those who will be sitting for important exam. dulu time sekolah rendah boleh lah, sikit je nak hafal. ni aku dah form4 ni, too many that need to memorize. dan sebab ia terlalu banyak, amalan studi last minute langsung tak membantu.
Semua result dah keluar dah kat saps. i dunno what to say. takde la teruk sangat. sama je cam dulu. Tapi kan, kalaulah, aku study properly, i guess i can make my marks better. pray for me!
p/s: history in my life; my math marks are higher than agama's. all this time, i thought math is my-never-A-subject but i did it T^T i mean my past marks (since f4) were B+ and C+. congrats, myself!
2.droma
sejak minggu exam lagi, aku start tengok jdrama. time tu aku tengok ghost friend. aku tengok citer tu sebab youtube yang suggest-kan. hahha. well, not bad. lepas habis exam, aku tengok apa eh? i don't remember it accordingly. ah, sebelum tu, bebrapa bulan sebelum exam, aku tengok kimi ni todoke movie. bagi aku, kimi ni todoke movie and anime bestnya tahap yang sama, cuma anime lebih banyak funny moment. AND I"M TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH THE MAIN MALE CHARACTER ESPECIALLY HIS SMILE AND HIS EYE SMILE. hahaha,, let's stop here, i'll continue talking bout him maybe in the next post. if i don't stop now, who knows what will happen to me otl.
if i remember correctly, firstly, i watched boku no ita jikan (the hours of my life) the genre is melodrama. btw, he hero and heroin are the same person as in kimi ni todoke. The ost also, i love it especially harukaze and another one, i forgot the title. The drama is very very touching and inspiring. I recommend this. i give it 5/5 star.
at first i wanna watch bloody monday because of this. actually, i was mistaken about the drama title, i thought the vid is from bloody monday. then, i searched it on youtube. Without thinking and read the title carefully, i immediately clicked on the first vid on the list. this is why i ended up watching samurai high school. This drama is a bit comedy one. The main actor leads a role as sassy high schooler who possessed by samurai, his ancestor. it's only have 9 episodes. overall, it's a good drama. i also recommend this.
at last, i watched bloody monday. It has 2 seasons. Bloody monday is actually an adaption from a manga.This drama is about a genius hacker and third-i againts terrorist attack. It's really exciting, thrilling and daebak. I was full of mixed feelings. My fav characters is fujimaru, maya and J.The ost from s1 and s2 were the best and fit well with the situations. I really really love the story line and ost and the characters. Also, I really really recommend this. However, the dramas isn't really completed because in manga, there are 3 seasons. But, it still enjoying to watch bloody monday.
just enjoy his smile
after that i watched gokusen. It has 3 seasons and it also an adaption from a manga. It's about a female teacher who is actually a yakuza's granddaughter handles her delinquent students. I almost finishing the s3 but, i think s1 and the ending is the best! That's all because shin. hahahah. It's a good drama and if you want, you should give it a try. I recommend this. btw, this drama was about 10-13 years ago. So, in reality they kind of 'old' people right now. huhuhu
the reason why i still haven't finish gokusen s3 is because i watched hana yori dango. The previous dramas were lacking sweet-romantic-love scenes and moments. That's why i decided to watch hyd. plus it's because shin and main character in hdy was the same actor. well, it's okay and i don't watch boys over flower (korean). this is unrelated but, hanazawa rui (hdy) and ji hoo (bof) are handsome. lol. Tsukasa in hdy has cute sides and i love it how he madly in love with Tsukishi. ahhaha.
every dramas stated except hdy, there was that actor that i love. he is haruma miura. i'm not biased but haruma is really a good and talented actor. he have been in numerous dramas, movies with variety genres. he plays the characters amazingly and splendidly. all the dramas stated, you can find more information about it via wiki or other sources. i'm too lazy to explain them in details.
For korean dramas, currently, i'm watching the village: achiara and the times we were in love.
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Alright, i think that's all for now. Sorry again for my manglish and english. i really don't have confidence in writing in english. but somehow, i found that sometimes, I'm more comfortable expressing my thoughts using english language even though i'm using it brokenly. lol. i'll try to study harder. p/s: i draft this entry for a week and three days. and yesterday,i just came home after had a family day with my mom's pbsm buddies in her school at mersing. and i met handsome guy in the swimming pool. lol. but, i heard my bro asked his age and i found out that he's actually two years younger than me. hahahh. what a pity, i'm not interested in younger guy but he is handsome, one of the perfect visual for malay boy. bye.
Adios. Oyasumi.
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Hello and assalamualaikum..
(Testing 1 2 3) Hah. Hah. Dah lama tak menulis kat blog sebab.. entah lah. banyak sebab. antaranya sibuk. chetttt.. agak menipu di situ tapi ada benarnya. kehkeh. lepas tu rasa macam tak inconvenience nak tulis kat blog. dahlah susah nak rangka ayat apa yang ditulis (walaupun takla susah sangat macam nak merangka esei bi lol) cuma tula.. aku rasa lebih mudah kot terus je talk to myself lepas terfikirkan sesuatu yang terlintas di fikiran. bukan gila ok? cuma somehow aku sejak kebelakangan ni aku macam takde sesiapa nak to talk to. well, the rest is history
Another thing that i want to mention is... you can say i was a hardcore fangirl as well as ex of exo-l fandom. tak benci tak menyampah cuma aku tinggalkan gelaran label tu. but still aku suka lagu-lagu korea pelbagai genre esp ost kdrama, still tengok kdrama2, variety show especially running man, kengkadang kalau sempat stalk, stalk lah. heheh. Tinggalkan gelaran tu tak bermakna aku tak suka kpop. Tapi perasaan dulu dan sekarang dah lain lah. Taktau lah kalau orang lain faham perasaan ni. Walaubagaimana pun, aku dengan kawan2 pun still cakap pasal exo etc. Yang bezanya aku dah banyak taktau pasal diorang lah. Twitter pun tak berhupdate dan lama dah tak jenguk. Sedangkan twitter lah tempat aku up-to-date pasal dunia kpop nih. haiihh.. Lagi satu, aku tak pernah menyesal sebab jadi fangirl diorang semua. tak faham takpe sebab hanya aku je tahu sebab sebenarnya. lagipun, kpop ni mendatangkan lebih banyak kesan positif berbanding negatif. pada diri aku la. kat orang lain taktau la pulak kan. salah satunya aku jumpa orang yang menjadi inspire aku. ceh.
Kat blog ni kan, since aku dah (yang dinyatakan di atas) aku mungkin jarang tulis pasal hal tu. Nak tulis kehidupan aku pun bukannya menarik sangat pun. Jadi aku cadang mungkin nak tulis ala2 review buku/novel ke anime ke drama ke walaupun langsung tak reti lol. Hahah tengok lah nanti. Tak pun tak berhupdate langsung. kahkah. macam ya je option yang kedua tu. yelah atas faktor kemalasan diri yang melanda plus aku as spm candidate of 2016. heol
Adios.
(Testing 1 2 3) Hah. Hah. Dah lama tak menulis kat blog sebab.. entah lah. banyak sebab. antaranya sibuk. chetttt.. agak menipu di situ tapi ada benarnya. kehkeh. lepas tu rasa macam tak inconvenience nak tulis kat blog. dahlah susah nak rangka ayat apa yang ditulis (walaupun takla susah sangat macam nak merangka esei bi lol) cuma tula.. aku rasa lebih mudah kot terus je talk to myself lepas terfikirkan sesuatu yang terlintas di fikiran. bukan gila ok? cuma somehow aku sejak kebelakangan ni aku macam takde sesiapa nak to talk to. well, the rest is history
Another thing that i want to mention is... you can say i was a hardcore fangirl as well as ex of exo-l fandom. tak benci tak menyampah cuma aku tinggalkan gelaran label tu. but still aku suka lagu-lagu korea pelbagai genre esp ost kdrama, still tengok kdrama2, variety show especially running man, kengkadang kalau sempat stalk, stalk lah. heheh. Tinggalkan gelaran tu tak bermakna aku tak suka kpop. Tapi perasaan dulu dan sekarang dah lain lah. Taktau lah kalau orang lain faham perasaan ni. Walaubagaimana pun, aku dengan kawan2 pun still cakap pasal exo etc. Yang bezanya aku dah banyak taktau pasal diorang lah. Twitter pun tak berhupdate dan lama dah tak jenguk. Sedangkan twitter lah tempat aku up-to-date pasal dunia kpop nih. haiihh.. Lagi satu, aku tak pernah menyesal sebab jadi fangirl diorang semua. tak faham takpe sebab hanya aku je tahu sebab sebenarnya. lagipun, kpop ni mendatangkan lebih banyak kesan positif berbanding negatif. pada diri aku la. kat orang lain taktau la pulak kan. salah satunya aku jumpa orang yang menjadi inspire aku. ceh.
Kat blog ni kan, since aku dah (yang dinyatakan di atas) aku mungkin jarang tulis pasal hal tu. Nak tulis kehidupan aku pun bukannya menarik sangat pun. Jadi aku cadang mungkin nak tulis ala2 review buku/novel ke anime ke drama ke walaupun langsung tak reti lol. Hahah tengok lah nanti. Tak pun tak berhupdate langsung. kahkah. macam ya je option yang kedua tu. yelah atas faktor kemalasan diri yang melanda plus aku as spm candidate of 2016. heol
Adios.
Labels: broken english, Random, update
assalamualaikum
ohayo minna san ! right now i am alone in my house. my siblings are with my gramps to going somewhere except syafi; she is at mama's house. and my parents, they are on dating at somewhere (secret) hahah. my plan today, anime yeah. i plan to watch Another. i hope it's good anime since the genre is not my style. act, i prefer comrom. but whatever, i just want to kill the time. besides, i only watch anime that has a beautiful animation,drawing.
and welcome 2015 ~! i know i'm late. i just wish that i can be a better person.
ohayo minna san ! right now i am alone in my house. my siblings are with my gramps to going somewhere except syafi; she is at mama's house. and my parents, they are on dating at somewhere (secret) hahah. my plan today, anime yeah. i plan to watch Another. i hope it's good anime since the genre is not my style. act, i prefer comrom. but whatever, i just want to kill the time. besides, i only watch anime that has a beautiful animation,drawing.
and welcome 2015 ~! i know i'm late. i just wish that i can be a better person.
to me love is just a reason. the one who decide to be better or worse is yourself, depends on your choice.
Labels: anime, broken english, Random
Assalamualaikum
You.
Yes you ! /smile/ you are special too. The right people will see how beautiful and special you are. So don't be down if the world being judgemental towards you. Remember, everyone has their own beauty, uniqueness and weakness. there's always going to be people that are better than you, so stop comparing yourself to others and just be the best you can be, k?
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Assalamualaikum
I miss them a lot. And every time i missing them, i feel insecure. I thought that they had forgetten me- the worst feeling ever. and i hate that feeling. i always feel that they are the best and i'm not good enough for them. and they have a lot of 'someone' better, more appropriate to be with them. Nahhh.. i feel a little sad. *inhale* but it's okayy. It's just me, the one who thought like that. It's me who wrong and misunderstood here.
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Assalamualaikum
to be truth, i do not like any attention; even for good reason. i'm a type person who easily get shy. i get my nervousness easily and quickly especially when i have to public speaking. and then my hands will as cold as ice. lol and i love ask people to touch my cold hands.
There's a wise word " Sembunyikanlah kebaikanmu sebagaimana kamu sembunyikan keaibanmu "
All of we do countless mistakes and sins right ? if possible, we want to hide them and stay as good person. so, just do the same ; hide your goodness. don't seek others praise. He knows. and you'll surely get the reward, insyaAllah.
p/s: i finish my asean quiz today. it's a relief it was done. and remember my chinese crush ? the one i told you he's look like luhan; i just want to say his voice is manlier than i thought lol. and pika said he's look like jongin. lol. before; sehun, luhan, onew, and now kai.. okeyy.. whatever. ahhh,, foggot, today i woke up with dried blood on the lips. it reminds me to kris XD
Jangan puji. Wanita itu halus hatinya. Percikan pujian mampu membunga rasa. Jiwa makin terjentik bila syaitan membisik bersama - Shujaei Kamal
adios
Labels: bahasa rojak, broken english, Random
Don't you say you understand if you never feel it - nsuAssalamualaikum
[1]
idk why, aku rasa miserable sangat. rasa tak tenang. ada je yang tak kena berlaku. careless. entah dah berapa kali aku kecuaian aku diserlahkan. semua perkara yang membuat aku rasa teruk, asyik terjadi aje. kadang-kadang benci dengan sikap pasif terlebih yang ada dalam diri ni.i wish i could be more bright. tapi rasa susah nak ubah diri ke arah tu.
[2]
i'm human. tipu sangat kalau aku kata aku tak terasa. tapi mulut ni akan sentiasa menipu. aku perasan semua tu. the body language. aku faham. tapi aku diam. neglect in the most polite. There's no words but that silent body language it tells everything. I know lah, i'm not talkative or giler-giler like others. i'm sorry but i've lost my sense of humor. i can't make people laugh. i'm not blaming you. maybe we're just stranger that always together. act, there's many things i want to talk to you, but it's just stuck in my head.
[3]
i've been wondering about judgemental and related matters. i don't care what people judge or talk about me. because they don't know what really happened. they can rate me as much as they want. then i've deep thought and act deep inside me, i care. a little. but i can still bears it b'cause they are just strangers who just passing by - in the future they will forget about me. we can't zip people's mouth right ? And to be truth it's hurt, really painful when someone you love and trust judging you. it's like you've been stabbed again and again. I knew b'cause, i had been in that situation.
[tukar bahasa] aku pun judge orang - (( first impression tu kira judge ke ? )) tapi lepas tu, aku cuba fikirkan yang positif.
"manusia tak sempurna"
"setiap orang ada kebaikan dan keburukan tersendiri"
"mungkin ada sebab kenapa dia buat macam tu"
"aku harap dia sedar dan berubah"
manusia ni berbeza, so kita tak bolehlah nak pukul sama rata. Hidup ni ada benda baik dan buruk. Ada akal ? Buatlah pilihan yang terbaik. Memang betul keadaan sekeliling memang kuat pengaruhnya. tapi, tetapkan hati dan iman. appreciate your life and sometimes you should put yourself in others shoes, it makes you more humane.
[4]
i just want to make something clear about me and kpop. act, i prefer to use korea song more than kpop. Idk why. and i'm not call myself as kpoper. i am fangirl. i am just a girl who likes korea song and the k-idols too. korea song and
then about ' ship guy-guy '. this is all about my thoughts. i can't say every kpopers out there has a same thought with me. i'm not ship guy-guy and hope they get married. NO. hunhan, sekai and xiuhan are my favorite otp. not because i want them have a ghei relationship. i ship them because i adore their cute friendship. did you watched exo showtime ep 3 ? ((if i'm not mistaken)) when they buying chanyeol's presents. sekai buying together and their craziness make me ship them.
xiuhan, i ship them during exo showtime too. hunhan, i just love them. i just adore their friendship. that's all. i know there's a lot of fan especially non-muslim had wild imagination and made the indecent fanart and fanfic. i hope they would stop. i'm sad knowing about that. and wonder how k-idol feels.
and i tried to reduce my addiction. my busy life as student and a sister help it to reduce itself. i can't stop listening to korean song. emm i just want to tell you why i prefer to listen korean song more than malay song because - i don't understand the song lol. good for me cause i won't be cheesy. maybe it's a cheesy song but because i don't understand at all, it's not cheesy. hahahh lol. kbye.
forgive me; bahasa rojak, broken english everywhere.
Labels: bahasa rojak, broken english, Kpop, personal, Random
Eps 1 pun dah lawak o(≧∇≦o)
Assalamualaikum and oyasumi
Many many things to update. Jumaat malam sabtu gerak ke shah alam ; my cousin's home. Act, kteorang plan nak pergi ke Kidzania. So, we all gather there lah ; family of mine and pak long's. Mak ngah and pak usu memang tinggal sana pun. Nenek ngan atuk pun ikut sekali. Dan act, aku nak update about my first experience ke sana but.... malas lah. So, this time, i want to.... to..... to apa eh ? /facepalm/
Ehem, act pagi tadi aku kena marah lol. Mak aku tutup tv and the wifi tho. So aku konon-II
So, i opened the notebook. Did the routine and i got bored again. And suddenly i feel like wanna... read fanfic or watch anime. So, fikir semasak-masaknya. Act, aku ada baca fanfic time kat rumah cousin aku tu. Malas nak membaca, lagi-II in english. So, aku decide tengok anime yang direkomenkan by my cousin- kamisama hajimemashita. Yang daebak nya i finished the whole episode just in one day. Pffttt hahaha proud myself. Thanks to the super fast wifi.
So, this is my
i usually watch anime at goodanime.net. manga ? mangafox or manga.animea.com. and the fanfic that i read it's horor, mystery genre. it's really daebak. you should try read it tho. (x)
Little Tomoe is so so kawaiii nae =^･^=
Wsalam and sayonaraaa ＼（＾▽＾）／
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