assalamualaikum and hi
for school, there will always be many homework to be done. tbh, i think,the time is enough to do all the homework but the problem is i don't have a suitable time to do revision and notes for form four lessons. i am exhausted enough with homework, house chores and prefect job. and i just started tuition today. i know. i don't want that to be excuses. complaining is pointless, i know. also, i want to prove that i still can do everything well even if i have various issues ; e.g: some people resigned to be a prefect because they wanted to focus in study. i want to prove that i can manage every responsibility that has given to me and i still excellence in my studies. well, it's like that. i need to do a lot of effort and sacrifice a lot.
i'm actually working on a post that still in draft. i wanted to publish it,but this laptop can't open my source of images properly and the advertisement was always popping out. it's the same if i want to search information for my study, some of the site loading slowly and sometimes i can't open them. and that's why in this post, there will be even no a single image. the post is nothing special, just a list of j-dramas that i watched during holiday plus my thought about those. so, i'll publish the post if everything is fine and settled.
finally,two days ago i had my braces on my teeth after three years waiting.. hahahah. when they installing the braces, it was not really painful. maybe it was because of the anesthetic. it was just my mouth felt numb because i had to open my mouth for a long time. after a few hours, the anesthetic effect went down and i started feel the pain. first month of wearing braces, like the others i have to eat porridge and mild food. i thought, this is a good time to lose some weight. insyaaAllah, that will happen. Today, the third day, the pain is reducing. i really want time to fly fast, so that i will not feel pain anymore and can eat my favourite foods and finally my teeth will be beautiful , but i need to study for spm and thinking of that, i wish time will be longer. i am so in dilemma. ~.~
Adios.
for school, there will always be many homework to be done. tbh, i think,the time is enough to do all the homework but the problem is i don't have a suitable time to do revision and notes for form four lessons. i am exhausted enough with homework, house chores and prefect job. and i just started tuition today. i know. i don't want that to be excuses. complaining is pointless, i know. also, i want to prove that i still can do everything well even if i have various issues ; e.g: some people resigned to be a prefect because they wanted to focus in study. i want to prove that i can manage every responsibility that has given to me and i still excellence in my studies. well, it's like that. i need to do a lot of effort and sacrifice a lot.
no sacrifice, no victory
i'm actually working on a post that still in draft. i wanted to publish it,but this laptop can't open my source of images properly and the advertisement was always popping out. it's the same if i want to search information for my study, some of the site loading slowly and sometimes i can't open them. and that's why in this post, there will be even no a single image. the post is nothing special, just a list of j-dramas that i watched during holiday plus my thought about those. so, i'll publish the post if everything is fine and settled.
never give up on something you really want. it's difficult to wait, but more difficult to regret,
finally,two days ago i had my braces on my teeth after three years waiting.. hahahah. when they installing the braces, it was not really painful. maybe it was because of the anesthetic. it was just my mouth felt numb because i had to open my mouth for a long time. after a few hours, the anesthetic effect went down and i started feel the pain. first month of wearing braces, like the others i have to eat porridge and mild food. i thought, this is a good time to lose some weight. insyaaAllah, that will happen. Today, the third day, the pain is reducing. i really want time to fly fast, so that i will not feel pain anymore and can eat my favourite foods and finally my teeth will be beautiful , but i need to study for spm and thinking of that, i wish time will be longer. i am so in dilemma. ~.~
to be successful, you must decide exactly what you want to accomplish, then resolve to pay the price to get it.
Adios.
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Hello and assalamualaikum..
(Testing 1 2 3) Hah. Hah. Dah lama tak menulis kat blog sebab.. entah lah. banyak sebab. antaranya sibuk. chetttt.. agak menipu di situ tapi ada benarnya. kehkeh. lepas tu rasa macam tak inconvenience nak tulis kat blog. dahlah susah nak rangka ayat apa yang ditulis (walaupun takla susah sangat macam nak merangka esei bi lol) cuma tula.. aku rasa lebih mudah kot terus je talk to myself lepas terfikirkan sesuatu yang terlintas di fikiran. bukan gila ok? cuma somehow aku sejak kebelakangan ni aku macam takde sesiapa nak to talk to. well, the rest is history
Another thing that i want to mention is... you can say i was a hardcore fangirl as well as ex of exo-l fandom. tak benci tak menyampah cuma aku tinggalkan gelaran label tu. but still aku suka lagu-lagu korea pelbagai genre esp ost kdrama, still tengok kdrama2, variety show especially running man, kengkadang kalau sempat stalk, stalk lah. heheh. Tinggalkan gelaran tu tak bermakna aku tak suka kpop. Tapi perasaan dulu dan sekarang dah lain lah. Taktau lah kalau orang lain faham perasaan ni. Walaubagaimana pun, aku dengan kawan2 pun still cakap pasal exo etc. Yang bezanya aku dah banyak taktau pasal diorang lah. Twitter pun tak berhupdate dan lama dah tak jenguk. Sedangkan twitter lah tempat aku up-to-date pasal dunia kpop nih. haiihh.. Lagi satu, aku tak pernah menyesal sebab jadi fangirl diorang semua. tak faham takpe sebab hanya aku je tahu sebab sebenarnya. lagipun, kpop ni mendatangkan lebih banyak kesan positif berbanding negatif. pada diri aku la. kat orang lain taktau la pulak kan. salah satunya aku jumpa orang yang menjadi inspire aku. ceh.
Kat blog ni kan, since aku dah (yang dinyatakan di atas) aku mungkin jarang tulis pasal hal tu. Nak tulis kehidupan aku pun bukannya menarik sangat pun. Jadi aku cadang mungkin nak tulis ala2 review buku/novel ke anime ke drama ke walaupun langsung tak reti lol. Hahah tengok lah nanti. Tak pun tak berhupdate langsung. kahkah. macam ya je option yang kedua tu. yelah atas faktor kemalasan diri yang melanda plus aku as spm candidate of 2016. heol
Adios.
(Testing 1 2 3) Hah. Hah. Dah lama tak menulis kat blog sebab.. entah lah. banyak sebab. antaranya sibuk. chetttt.. agak menipu di situ tapi ada benarnya. kehkeh. lepas tu rasa macam tak inconvenience nak tulis kat blog. dahlah susah nak rangka ayat apa yang ditulis (walaupun takla susah sangat macam nak merangka esei bi lol) cuma tula.. aku rasa lebih mudah kot terus je talk to myself lepas terfikirkan sesuatu yang terlintas di fikiran. bukan gila ok? cuma somehow aku sejak kebelakangan ni aku macam takde sesiapa nak to talk to. well, the rest is history
Another thing that i want to mention is... you can say i was a hardcore fangirl as well as ex of exo-l fandom. tak benci tak menyampah cuma aku tinggalkan gelaran label tu. but still aku suka lagu-lagu korea pelbagai genre esp ost kdrama, still tengok kdrama2, variety show especially running man, kengkadang kalau sempat stalk, stalk lah. heheh. Tinggalkan gelaran tu tak bermakna aku tak suka kpop. Tapi perasaan dulu dan sekarang dah lain lah. Taktau lah kalau orang lain faham perasaan ni. Walaubagaimana pun, aku dengan kawan2 pun still cakap pasal exo etc. Yang bezanya aku dah banyak taktau pasal diorang lah. Twitter pun tak berhupdate dan lama dah tak jenguk. Sedangkan twitter lah tempat aku up-to-date pasal dunia kpop nih. haiihh.. Lagi satu, aku tak pernah menyesal sebab jadi fangirl diorang semua. tak faham takpe sebab hanya aku je tahu sebab sebenarnya. lagipun, kpop ni mendatangkan lebih banyak kesan positif berbanding negatif. pada diri aku la. kat orang lain taktau la pulak kan. salah satunya aku jumpa orang yang menjadi inspire aku. ceh.
Kat blog ni kan, since aku dah (yang dinyatakan di atas) aku mungkin jarang tulis pasal hal tu. Nak tulis kehidupan aku pun bukannya menarik sangat pun. Jadi aku cadang mungkin nak tulis ala2 review buku/novel ke anime ke drama ke walaupun langsung tak reti lol. Hahah tengok lah nanti. Tak pun tak berhupdate langsung. kahkah. macam ya je option yang kedua tu. yelah atas faktor kemalasan diri yang melanda plus aku as spm candidate of 2016. heol
Adios.
Labels: broken english, Random, update
Assalamualaikum
I want to update about many things. And I just can't decide the tittle. So, here we going. //amboihh speaking// :3
PBS PSV. Lol aku ni bukan jeni tangan lembut or berseni. Tangan berkayu pun tidak. Just an ordinary a pair of hand yang tak reti buat apa-apa. Cikgu pula boleh suruh buat arca sabun. Pffttt -.- Memang hancus la eden buat. Aku ada 2 sabun. Yang first aku buat sendiri. Tapi paham2 la. Tempat yang layak untuknya hanyalah di tong sampah. Nak menangis pun ada, takut tak lepas band. Dah la form 1 PSV dapat band 2 je. Second soap, aku memang suruh minta tolong orang buatkan. Hasilnya... Taaaarraaa. I'm satisfied. Thank you so much you guys.
Credit : A big help from Shahrul Izlan (Ilan). Dia yang tolong lukiskan bunga atas sabun. Second, Shahrul Zakuan (Zack). Dia yang bagi pinjam pisau ukir and banyak tolong betulkan sabun tu. Third, Fadzilah. Dia tolong ukirkan corak bunga. Forth, Cikgu Syuib. Fifth, aku la :b Tapi aku buat sikit2 je. The last but not least, my friends yang secara tak langsung ada menolong. :)
Pika's.
Sempena bulan kemerdekaan, sekolah ada buat pertandingan esei. Semua pelajar wajib. Resultnya hari ni, aku dapat first //cakap dengan muka tanpa perasaan// Lol. Aku tak sangka :O Bila difikirkan balik, rasa macam nak tengok aje esei yang aku buat hari tu. Curious, apa yang menyebabkan ia jadi vavavoom. Lol. Funny moment bila kau nak ambil hadiah tu kan, aku hampir tergelincir. Malunya hanya Allah je yang tahu. Tapi nasib baik tak terduduk just badan tak seimbang sementara. Btw, Intan dapat third.
Dapat file and test pad.
Stop about school stuffs, let's mood ON fangirling switch. LOL. Hurmm,,, dengar cerita official fandom EXO akan di'reveal' 30 Sept ni. Hoho.. Exotic (unofficial fandom) bagi yang non kpop fan dia fikir lain. Tapi kan kalau SM or EXO pilih Exotic as official fandom Untung orang yang memulakannya dulu. Tapi kalau lain pun aku tak kisah :b " A fan asked Chen about the concept of their next comeback, he answered cute&lovely " Cepatnya. Btw, cepatkan2 lagi la yaw. Tak sabar ni. Ahaha lol.
Hurmm this topic make me down so much. Exo rumors and plastic surgery. Before this, aku percaya yang setiap idol ada personal life masing2. I mean, kalau korang tengok, kat stage dorang sangat profesional, kat variety show dorang sangat2 bersahaja and nampak ramah. Dan aku faham, mungkin yang kat variety show tu not 100% the real of them. Dorang idol, dorang kena jaga imej, dorang terikat dengan kontrak. Aku faham.
Plastic surgery ? No comment. Ada kemungkinan dorang buat. But, aku tengok sama je muka before pre-debut and sekarang. Bagi aku kalau ada different tu semua sebab make up. Make up is magic huh ? Can change people face ? Tak pelik ok kalau male idol yang asyik bertempek dengan make up je.
Buli ? Boleh tak aku kata tu biasa kat sana ? Memang ada je trainee yang kena buli oleh senior. Kesian but that's fact. Tapi siapa yang buli siapa aku tak boleh nak pastikan. Honestly, ada buli yang boleh di'klasifasikan' sebagai gurau saje2 antara dorang tapi ada jugak yang melampau. Erhh,, stop about this aku memang tak reti hal2 gini. Ni pendapat aku je. And bukan Exo je subjeknya, k-group or k-idol lain jugak.
Kesimpulannya, aku still sayangkan Exo. Rumors kan ? Entah betul entah tak. Rumors spreads by haters and believed by idiots. Selagi takde source yang boleh dipercayai, I won't believed any bad rumors.
Baby dont cry, you're my angel. I use to think 'what is love?' Until u came. I wish I had a time machine to make our love story even more better. You're my lady, my baby. Without you, i would let's out the beast and have a heart attack. Our love story's a history. Please dont go. I want to take you to meet mamaand papa. I'm lucky to have you. I'll love you till dead on the count 3.6.5 XOXO
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